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whitsun comes tomorrow.
i know most of you are not christian but i do respect your beliefs and your feelings so i expect the same. christmas and easter have a non-religious part thats why they are more popular than pentecost, but for us its as important as they are.
these days were quite difficult to me so when i'll step into the church tomorrow at about 10 am i'll not just celebrate the holy spirit i will also ask god to help me to find the right way of living which ive lost months or maybe years ago.